She loved me before I was me

She loved me before I was me

She loved me before I was me she loved me before i was baby-soft skin and a gummy smile. a fresh slate–a bundle of joy before my tear- stained face. what if she grows to hate me like everyone else? i’m not perfect– you can count the cracks. one day, she’ll tally them upand throw [...]

Helen of Troy

Helen of Troy

Helen of Troy i pity you, a helen without a troy to destroy. no ships to set sail, no men to curse your name. oh, helen, without atroy to destroy you cave–inwards. your walls crumble.every lie you spun betweenyour hands falls apart. flowers once blossomed between your palms but now all youcan conjure is dust.you [...]

Hubris

Hubris

When I was first writing Daydreamer, I was not aware that I was an avoidant. My attachment style was not known to me but subconsciously, I knew something was off. When looking back at my old writing, it amazes me how aware I was despite not having the education to describe I was feeling. Being [...]