maybe if i

maybe if i lived in a city where leaves never expire and the waters tremble and sigh, maybe i would always find solstice knowing that every day will be the same. paradise should sound appealing but isn’t strife what births my creative might? would i be able to write so hauntingly, so real, so open […]

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i just

i’ve stopped dreaming about/ looking out for you in the crowd. the clouds; i don’t count the stars between us anymore; i just count, i just dream, i just aspire to become greater things without being entangled. you were a distraction-unhealthy and throbbing like a poison; ive found other passions, other men who know how […]

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obsolete

how did i find the 
strength to be used 
by you? wounded 
by a cycle that
 refuses to break,
i gave you a chance, 
no wait, three. three chances 
to prove that you were 
worthy of me. liar. 
you are now obsolete. 
what’s more tragic, that 
i forgave you or i 
expected you to reach 
up […]

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you never forgave me

it’s a pity that you
 never forgave me;
i threw you off, in 
the beginning. a lovely 
girl who shines even when 
it rains. you never met 
a girl who could unearth
 you, strip common sense 
from underneath your feet 
with only with her gaze. you 
loathed me, were jealous of me even.
 you never knew […]

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me without you

there is no me without you;
 my dreams have always been
 about you; anointed, i am 
dizzy, i fall asleep with a smile 
on my face. reluctant, i wake up
 angry because i was ripped 
away from you; your embrace 
is all i need. tangible quandaries 
disappear and words like i 
love remain corporeal. you […]

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waterfalls

waterfalls sound prettier in my head. so that’s why i close my eyes and listen as the water folds and divides, demands but never shies.

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it hurts…

it hurts to hurt me, it hurts to hurt you, it hurts to watch you as I hurt me, it hurts to watch you realize why I hurt, why I hurt me, why it hurts so much that I want to scream….   @amateur_poet

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Mental Health Monday

Hello there! This Monday, I decided to go out and enjoy my own company. Sometimes, I forget how important it is to get to know myself and maintain my mental health. I really love to exercise so I thought hiking would be the best way to relieve some stress. Lately, I have been suffering from […]

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