me without you

there is no me without you;
 my dreams have always been
 about you; anointed, i am 
dizzy, i fall asleep with a smile 
on my face. reluctant, i wake up
 angry because i was ripped 
away from you; your embrace 
is all i need. tangible quandaries 
disappear and words like i 
love remain corporeal. you were 
so amazing, brave, stubborn,
you took me by the chin and promised tomorrow’s, and i fell in love 
with the spider webs you spun
with patient tongues and hungry hands. love, love was beneath 
my eyes and damn, i wish it was real…