I felt (like i was drugged)

i  felt (like i was drugged) 8/31/2020 where are the answers i seek? are they written in the  stars? the  sand beneath my  toes and feet? should  i look inward and contemplate the  secrets of the  universe while sipping  some tea?  i have been bold lately–and hungry. starving.  i  want to devour every opportunity and  swallow [...]

forsaken(by the sun)

Forsaken (by the sun) 8/12/2020 size does you  no justice;  your very presence takes up space. makes me lose my breath. dizzy, spinning, your arms, secure, catch me. intimidation or attraction–i take notice. eyes unfocused for so long–i thought i needed glasses. but with you,  i focus. no need for a lens, i can picture [...]

me without you

me without you

there is no me without you;
 my dreams have always been
 about you; anointed, i am 
dizzy, i fall asleep with a smile 
on my face. reluctant, i wake up
 angry because i was ripped 
away from you; your embrace 
is all i need. tangible quandaries 
disappear and words like i 
love remain corporeal. you [...]

i wish

i wish

i wish you could see that i understand that there is more to life than pleasantries. you shy from me; i am a crackling fire, if you were to lean over, would you welcome my flames? im falling for you, but will you flee and leave?🌲

potential in you

potential in you

  I saw potential in you; even when I should have fled. yes, I want you, taking me, eating me, licking me up and down and down, in bed, but I wanted more than pleasure soaked sessions, 18 messages from your boys because I'm-fresh- out-the-shower-action; I saw you as something more, more than society perceived, [...]