relentless

relentless

doubts surface, drown me, i reach up for breathe yet you are relentless. i crawl my way to freedom but you push my head down each and every time– no matter how much i struggle. i choke, i beg, i cry, but you block out my pain and shut your eyes and i pray.

anticipation

anticipation

i trip, i stutter, whenever you turn your head and smile. i watch the way the light touches your cheek. i blush, and blame it on the heat. i know you are not for me–i am young, foolish and sometimes weak. you rise like a phoenix, astounding those around you. the anticipation has me sick– [...]