i am no longer me; i lost her. i fought hard, for her. i tried to protect her. she’s gone now. lost in a self-inflicted tragedy, will she ever enjoy writing again?
never again
Tag: depression
melancholy/misery/drowning
melancholy settles on the tongue like syrup. misery is thick and heavy, like soup. weighed down by these emotions, i am drowning… @amateur_poet
discarded
i never dreamed of him; even in my nights, i sought to escape him. my days were a sophomoric fantasy; reality too fractured for me, i created a world where it was okay to be so mistreated, neglected, a star lost in the bleakness of night, without the sight of a fanning tree, i crumbled [...]
Pain, Love, Depression, and Joy
“Everyone has written about pain; what makes it unique to you?” My pain is early, unbeknownst to my psyche until I became misinformed and mislead through others ambivalence. My pain levitates in the middle of two races. My pain is centuries long, my pain is past skin, hair, features, curves. My pain flickers and [...]