something so…

there is just something so
lovely about watching the snow
fall and wishing you were
sharing it with me. transcendent.
magical. i can almost imagine
you laughing, tickling, smiling
with me. cuddling close, clothes
off because it’s always warm when you are with me. hushed
moans and damp hands because mom is home. there is something so peaceful about
winter but it only makes me
yearn for you to be here…