<Reflective ii>
(trauma)
Memories so bleak, I seem to have forgotten–
{heaven-sent or trauma}–I have seem to forgotten
the moment you shattered me beyond repair.
You ripped me apart; took a yellow hand
and punched into my chest. What hurts more–
the impact or the accusations? How grotesque my
heart appeared outside of my chest; a macabre
scene where blood dribbled on the carpet
like rain falling from the shutters and
me, curled up in agony when you fucked me
and just left me.
What hurt more, the fact that I thought
i was past death or the fact that I had gone
blind in that moment, unable to distinguish light from dark?
@amateur_poet
Mecca-Amirah Jackson 