she was nothing like me.

she was nothing like me. // pages 34-35 she was nothing like me. she was nothing like me–everything that wasn’t me.i’m not sure if i’m sobbing or screaming. |thinner than me. smaller. softer. paler. | she brought out the worst in me. a side of me i rarely see.rarely let breathe. and now, she’s all [...]

where it went wrong

"where it went wrong" - Ascend- page 27-29 where it went wrong i it has become an obsession of mine: going back in time, decipheringthe wreckage, the carnage,to find where it went wrong. ii there must be a clear path...a reason...something so simple that i could go back in timeso you can love me. forgive [...]

bury me

bury me -sept 5/2020 bury my emotions, so deep, you can’t  see the tops of my feet. bury me, bury me, deep. i don’t want them to hear my  screams. bury me, until they see, that this was more than a cry  for help;  i came to you for shelter but  you turned your cheek. [...]