a boy, in my bed

a boy, in my bed - 9/21/2020 i write this for you, who may be wondering why despite the hours settled  in the sheets of my bed, you left with nothing but the conversations we shared playing back in your head. you see, intimacy is more than skin–it’s the exchange of breath, the sighs, the [...]

This isn’t love (love does not take from you)

This isn’t love (love does not take  from you)-  9/15/2020 you say this is love, tears mingling with your pleas. skin pale, teeth rotting  from decay; how can you call this love when it drains you?  robs you of joy and leaves you with nothing but scraps to keep warm?   you deserve  a feast [...]

where it went wrong

"where it went wrong" - Ascend- page 27-29 where it went wrong i it has become an obsession of mine: going back in time, decipheringthe wreckage, the carnage,to find where it went wrong. ii there must be a clear path...a reason...something so simple that i could go back in timeso you can love me. forgive [...]

bury me

bury me -sept 5/2020 bury my emotions, so deep, you can’t  see the tops of my feet. bury me, bury me, deep. i don’t want them to hear my  screams. bury me, until they see, that this was more than a cry  for help;  i came to you for shelter but  you turned your cheek. [...]