I refuse to apologize–

I refuse to apologize For being strong When it was only a few years ago That I prayed for This strength.

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denied

  denied the right to love fully, denied to right to love wholeheartedly, we push away the emotions, the pains that make us sane. we are the waves that ripples together, we are the ocean that gathers than releases, the great puff of breath that mists through the teeth, that crests with the edge, dangerously swimming […]

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I wonder what he dreams of…

I wonder what he dreams of… Do they keep them up at night, like mine do? Colors, oh, how much I love colors! Do your dreams appears as vivid as mine? Can you taste the ocean? The salt, the brine, the kiss of waves on your feet, does it feel the same way? What are your […]

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“how are you feeling?”

how are you feeling? “i feel like I’m drowning, like I’ve been fooling myself for these past few months. not even a quarter of the year and I’ve already broken down twice and cried countless nights. I’ve been pushing down these emotions so passionately yet they have been leaking out slowly and suddenly like a […]

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too wise

she can give you what you want whenever and you like that about her. i am the one who smiles way too often and teases you to the point of frustration. you think about my parting words when she kisses you on the neck. my name parts on your lips when her area code flashes on […]

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you are no longer needed

you are no longer needed, no longer required, an obsolete appliance that has begun to rust and decay. i hope you understand i do and will forever pay my respects to you; you were the reason i was able to learn how to become stronger even when i was so broken that even the strongest […]

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let me put your mind at ease…

if you cannot appreciate my magic, then leave. if you expect me to grovel for your love, your respect, your body, your sex, your smile, then i am not the woman for you. my light shines bright, blinds those who are unworthy of my gold daily, who are you to think you deserve more than your […]

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love, hate, anger, and joy

I wish there were other options rather than using the same tired and overused words Like love, hate, anger, and joy. We claim we mean these words But do we truly know the real meaning? Love, love, love, Love is supposed to be eternal but does it truly last over such trivial Things like currency? Love, love, […]

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tomorrow

such mundane worries, bound by mediocrity and dipped in self-doubt, why do you allow yourself to get caught up in such trivial feelings? as the children of God, we are magnificent from the fateful day we wiggle through our mother’s womb. as we are wretched from the safe haven, from the only home we have […]

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worth it

He may have given me the push, The push in the right direction. I admit My fall backs, I admit my hesitancy. He may have given my sweet daydreams and Steamy nights. The influence of him gave me the push to succeed in my endeavors of loving me, trusting me, I became underneath your gaze. I […]

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