night-vision the chill of the night against the heat of your skin, i shudder in pleasure. i moan in impatience. you’ve been occupying my thoughts, my mind for hours now, skip the foreplay and just fuck me. humanity wore down, grounded into dust, i lost control–i’m unruly. shattering in your arms, i burry my cries in [...]
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I felt (like i was drugged)
i felt (like i was drugged) 8/31/2020 where are the answers i seek? are they written in the stars? the sand beneath my toes and feet? should i look inward and contemplate the secrets of the universe while sipping some tea? i have been bold lately–and hungry. starving. i want to devour every opportunity and swallow [...]
resentment(giving too much of myself away)
resentment(giving too much of myself away) sept 4/2020 why is it that i grow resentful at the sound of the clock? i damn the hands of time but can’t catch my breath when my fate rewinds. i face my adversaries with indifference; i am bold and confused. i’m loud and insecure and damn, why is [...]
rebirth(the RIDE, the THRILL)
i wonder if my fate was never this—i’ve become too dependent and here i am, sitting here looking foolish. how to rebuild the walls of my pride. too focused on positivity and rebirth, i should have been preparing for the storm and rain. so many times i’ve become involved in other people’s stories–it was the [...]
a dance(why do i feel so lonely?)
 a dance done between two, a tango lacking the aromatic presence we aspire, we are off-beat, off-tune; a song rolling across the thick lashes batting your eyes, we are eternally tragic. woefully damaged. i'm exhausted, baby, and so are you. why do we continue to stand on stage, pretend this is love, and fuck and fight [...]
Mecca-Amirah Jackson 